Enough of self-blame, and self-hate; the main person you may need to apologize to is yourself for not honoring, trusting, and loving the awesome being that you truly are. It is time to stop being so hard on yourself or others. Self-love and self-forgiveness are utmost important now. Justice shall be served but for that, you need to stop judging everything you do or say. You need to stop proving to others your worth and learn to embrace your internal beauty as it is.
Be attentive to balancing your health on all levels, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. As a highly sensitive Being from the Higher Dimensions, you are opening doors to the subconscious you. It is the time you tap into the inner unique gift of being able to balance your life, releasing what is not needed. To start de-clutter your room/house/table or even something as small as your wallet.
It is time you notice the changes in your and your friend circle, they are happening for a reason. the lessons that they have been teaching you are important, and if you do not learn they will keep repeating until you finally do. Be careful with the words you use, and try not making commitments when you are overjoyed or breaking relationships just because you are hurt temporarily. This year is going to bring you wonderful lessons to learn from.