Perhaps more research and education is necessary. You have been asking a lot of people and trying to find solutions, but have you explored the options at hand in detail? Stop looking outside you know the right option for you now. Keep your thoughts positive and focus on what it is you want. Remember, you are a powerful Creator and what you think and focus on becomes your reality. Get in touch with people who can help you see things more objectively.
Time outdoors connecting to nature is more important than ever. Time alone in silence is more important than ever. An open mind and open heart are vital to this new cycle of growth. This month will be a good time to connect with your inner self, questioning why you have become the way you are. The mother nature will help you connect, breathe fresh air in the morning and walk around the trees silently, speaking to your lion/lioness inside. Tap your creative side and it will help you see you in a different frame than you have always imagined.
Release all old patterns and pain from the past. See the love and lessons that they offered you for the evolution and growth of your Soul. This burns and balances all karma and sets you free. Be very proud of how far you’ve come from where you started, all you should think of is moving forward now. It is time to celebrate your new found freedom, cherish it.